Xx Somewhere [[ _Weakness_ ]] Is Our [[ _Strength_ ]] xX

Your pretty face is not enough,
Behind your eyes,
I know you're lying.
You think that love is all a bluff,
You flash your smile,
And keep denying me,
I want you to see,
I need something more,
Than you gave me for.

I want you to burn.
I want you to steal.
I want you to bleed,
And see how it feels.

I want you to beg,
I want you to crawl.
Give more than you take,
And smile through it all.
And know that everything you do,
I do it for you....
I do it for you.

I see your heart is broken,
And your tears are real.
No word unspoken,
Say what you feel.
The way you keep pretending,
Its such a crime.
You gotta give me whats mine....


blah blah blah blah blah!! ^__^

god, i love this soooooooooooooong!
<3

hey :)

can anyone tell me how the hell to get vids and clips on there??!

im like trying and it isnt working!!!!!

 wtf, isnt it supose to tell u in that dumb ass instruction book?

well....it doesnt in mine, so if any of u know how plz let me know!! ^__^

 

thnxxx

 

x3Rachel

Jared Leto takes a hit.

 

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

 

<3

i dont fucking belive this....after i read this i seriously had no clue how to react!

http://xxmadisonmischiefxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/125024/

why?why?why?whyyyyyy

i lost my ipod.

why, why me?????? what did i do?

i cant live without it anymore!!!!!!!!!  its only been one day.

ugh...i hate myself for losing it

god hates me....well, i hate him too

so that makes us even....? o_0

yup! i was searching up all these random ppl in Wikipedia and then i thought of him and decided to look him up... i never knew he was starting a new band with his brother! o_0 its called "Would You Like Fries With That?"

yeah pretty weird i know...but who knows?! good luck with that =)) hope it all works out and that those guys dont get humiliated....i mean after all he's done to panic!??

 

==========Original Message==========
From: xxsillyxxmadiexx
Date: 01/21/2007 1:30 PM
Subject : pete wentz and chris. plz read

Jan 18 2007 9:32P

pete wentz is a fake and he needs to have his throat slit and chopped up in a million pieces.
this is a real letter from pete wentz's ex best friend, Chris.
pete wentz can shove his shitty music up his ass.


__________________________________
an open letter to pete wentz.
it takes a lot to make me mad.
it takes even more to infuriate me.

so, after all this time i finally learned the truth. that it was you telling my ex girlfriend lies and secrets. despite even giving you the pass card after i caught you trying to talk dirty to her .., this is how you repay me? no wonder why you couldnt look me in the eye on the bus last summer and no wonder why you avoided me every chance you got.
you hug me and tell me you love me then you tell lies to my girlfriend behind my back to lure her away from me? you tell her i cheat on her and then you tell me to come stay on the bus?
you are a spineless fucking sham.

i regret every second i spent defending you and your selfish ways.
dont forget, i know you. not that shitty glammed up poser image you present to the masses to consume. the dude i knew never would have worn a fucking dinosaur shirt or sold out one of his friends. the dude i knew had heart and fucking loyalty. well lil buddy, you are fucking done.

you want to sell me out to the most important person in my life and then have the audacity to make ME think I did something wrong to not deserve your friendship? you fucking arrogant bastard.
since we're discussing sellouts lets discuss how when kids give you presents you laugh at them and throw it straight in the trash. oh yeah, ive seen it many times. lets talk about how you talk shit about the fat girls that are your fans and mock their letters. you are fucking undeserving of every ounce of attention you've ever gotten. from every one of your calculated business moves to your "spontaneous" jumps in the crowd parts to your well rehearsed cliche lines you've been spouting for 400 shows in a row. you're boring, contrived and old. "oooh, no one loves me, its sooo hard being on magazine covers and tv shows. someone save me from me." what are you, fucking 12? go light your little candles ask yourself why no one will ever truly love you. its amazing no one has caught on to your little fucking show. you're nothing more than a shitty opportunist business man with even shittier fashion sense.

so pack up and move to whatever million dollar house you've picked out in california paid for by your lies and hypocrisy and deceit and selfishness and over medicate yourself like youve been doing for years...because guess what? no one wants you here anymore. you are not welcome.

oh yeah, hows that straight edge tattoo doing? as well as the tattoo for your "crew" who now refer to you as a fraud and a con? stay gold dude, stay gold.

remember this each night of the tour when you play the lie, "hey chris, you were our only friend."
downplay it all you want by saying the song is about "friends", but guess whos fucking name you're saying each and every night? mine. thats right. what a bunch of fucking phonies. sing the songs you dont even believe in anymore. fucking liar.

you know the friends i have and you know how we feel about loyalty.
you know who im talking about and you know they're not happy either.
so dont get caught slipping and you better make damn sure you watch whos on your guest list because a plus one might come backstage to punch your fucking teeth out and tear the windpipe from your throat.

you fucking sell out.




oh, and next time you decide to write another song about me, do it right you fucking coward.

"Still Waiting"

[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation

These eyes
Have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late....

[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting (So...am...I...)
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason (So...am...I...)
Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far
Will we take this
It's not hard to see through the fakeness
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late

[Chorus]

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless, tell me so

What have we done
with a war that can't be won
This can't be real
Cause I don't know what to feel

[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting (So...am...I...)
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason (So...am...I...)
Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting (So...am...I...)
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason (So...am...I...)
For this world to believe

 

AAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! this song is so fucking awesome!!

Today is too late
How long do we have to wait
Oh no, I think she knows
That's why I can't let go
I feel this burning inside
A feeling that no one should know
This could be so good again
I'd wait here till then
But not with this
So now I'll leave with

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head

We're mad with regret
Memories that we'll both forget
So far it's been so hard
To cover up these scars
I see this falling apart
It's easy to just let it go
No luck between us both
So I keep waiting
But not with this
So now I'll leave with

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head

What's left to show
It's so bad but I got to know
What's right don't know
How to find it out on my own

One by one, we both fall down
Who's the first one to hit the ground now
What's worse to kick or fall
Or be suss standing alone
I'll keep your promises if you
Take back every thing I said
I find its got so cold now
What I've lost my heart and soul

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head

Hang my head.

 

one of my favorite bands!!! i love them, especially this song!!! by sum41 btw (noots)

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

 

 

i love this song.......the lyrics r so true....oh yea its by simple plan btw>>4 those of u who didnt know that lol

lmao...this vid made me laugh!! dunno y i cant post it but doesnt matter.....if u like going fishing (not  that i really do lol) but this is the easiest way!! haha..its so funny

check it out=)

 

xx rachel

omg...the stupidest thing just happend.......i had such a longgg day.....my mom was bored so she took us all 2 ikea to get some stuff 4 our rooms! and i went cos my room was actually starting 2 get boring! but w/e we spent like 3 hours there....then we went 2 this huge store w/ anything u want! it was so cool, u got like 4000 diff converse(lol) and nike, vans, quicksilver, puma, fila, w/e in short theres everything!!! i might go back on my b-day and like shop there the whole day =) so after that we went 2 eat out (not that i was actually hungry) i was so worn out! i almost fell asleep on the way home until my cell rang so i picked up and this guy goes 'hi' so i was like 'hi whos this?' and he said 'roy' so i was like 2myself wtf i dont know any roy!! so i said 'okkk so who do u wanna speak 2?' and he said 'donno i was bored so i called this number' so i laughed and hung up in his face lol....4 some reason i regret it..donno y but if hes seriously stupid he'll call again!! haha.....still laughing xD

hey guys=)

well for those of u who didnt c the movie yet i foud this site where u can see it!!

http://movies.peekvid.com/s3663/

i think it was found on youtube er something but whatever....

enjoy xD

~rachel

This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race lyrics

We take sour sips From life's lush lips
We shake shake shake the hips In relationships
Stop by this disaster town
You'll put your eyes to the sun & say "i know"
You're only blinding to keep back what the clouds are hiding
And we might have started singing just a little soon
We're throwing the stones in a glass room.

Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming

We keep the beat,
With your blistered feet
We bullet the words at the mockingbirds, singing
Slept through the weekend
And dreaming
Sinking with the melody of the kiss of eternity
got postcards from my former self saying "how've you been?"
We might of said good byes just a little soon
(Somehow this disaster town)
Our beliefs of kissing beats over this room

Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming
Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming

It was icecream headaches and sweet avalanche when the pearls in our shells came out to dance.
This is what you get for abusing sweet love.
Take off your clothes, its just right (?!)
Whatever happens I'm okay,
From beneath the knives, don't cut one.
Think you could find time call me when you get home?
Take your self apart find yourself with love.

Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming
Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming

"Tonight, Tonight"

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight, oh tonight
And you know you're never sure
But your sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where jon walker was born
Believe, believe in me, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight..

hey guys....well since in kinda new here i dont really know what 2 do in a journal so until i figure out what 2 write ittl take me some time 2 get started...so instead ill just put in some lyrics! yea...i know its lame but its just 4 now =]