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I Do It For You

patdluvr113 — 2007-04-23T09:17:00Z

Your pretty face is not enough,
Behind your eyes,
I know you're lying.
You think that love is all a bluff,
You flash your smile,
And keep denying me,
I want you to see,
I need something more,
Than you gave me for.

I want you to burn.
I want you to steal.
I want you to bleed,
And see how it feels.

I want you to beg,
I want you to crawl.
Give more than you take,
And smile through it all.
And know that everything you do,
I do it for you....
I do it for you.

I see your heart is broken,
And your tears are real.
No word unspoken,
Say what you feel.
The way you keep pretending,
Its such a crime.
You gotta give me whats mine....

blah blah blah blah blah!! ^__^

god, i love this soooooooooooooong!
<3

for anyone that has an ipod...

patdluvr113 — 2007-03-19T09:49:08Z

hey :)

can anyone tell me how the hell to get vids and clips on there??!

im like trying and it isnt working!!!!!

wtf, isnt it supose to tell u in that dumb ass instruction book?

well....it doesnt in mine, so if any of u know how plz let me know!! ^__^

thnxxx

x3Rachel

Jared Leto takes a hit.

patdluvr113 — 2007-03-05T11:48:45Z

Jared Leto takes a hit.

During the El Paso Taste of Chaos performance, 30stm lead singer Jared Leto broke his nose.

People reports that he ran into the crowd and was rushed by fans, and ended up hurting his foot as well. He finished the show and went to the hospital afterward.

"I've been producing shows for 25 years and this was one of the scariest moments I have witnessed," tour organizer Kevin Lyman said of the melee in a statement. "We hope Jared's injuries are all minor and that he has a speedy recovery."

Did any of you guys see it? Was there blood? I hate blood. I would freak out.

I bet it was Elijah Wood. No one messes with Frodo, yo. What goes around, comes around Jordan Catalano!

ps. If you didn't know, bassist Matt Wachter left the band that night, too.

Bye Matt!

Fix You

patdluvr113 — 2007-03-03T11:12:52Z

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Sonny Moore Quit The Band....

patdluvr113 — 2007-02-27T09:38:00Z

i dont fucking belive this....after i read this i seriously had no clue how to react!

http://xxmadisonmischiefxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/125024/

why?why?why?whyyyyyy

OMFG!

patdluvr113 — 2007-02-18T09:47:53Z

i lost my ipod.

why, why me?????? what did i do?

i cant live without it anymore!!!!!!!!! its only been one day.

ugh...i hate myself for losing it

god hates me....well, i hate him too

so that makes us even....? o_0

Brent Wilosn starting a new band?!

patdluvr113 — 2007-01-30T03:35:25Z

yup! i was searching up all these random ppl in Wikipedia and then i thought of him and decided to look him up... i never knew he was starting a new band with his brother! o_0 its called "Would You Like Fries With That?"

yeah pretty weird i know...but who knows?! good luck with that =)) hope it all works out and that those guys dont get humiliated....i mean after all he's done to panic!??

I DONT BELIVE THIS FUCKING CRAP!

patdluvr113 — 2007-01-24T10:25:56Z

==========Original Message==========
From: xxsillyxxmadiexx
Date: 01/21/2007 1:30 PM
Subject : pete wentz and chris. plz read

Jan 18 2007 9:32P

pete wentz is a fake and he needs to have his throat slit and chopped up in a million pieces.
this is a real letter from pete wentz's ex best friend, Chris.
pete wentz can shove his shitty music up his ass.

__________________________________
an open letter to pete wentz.
it takes a lot to make me mad.
it takes even more to infuriate me.

so, after all this time i finally learned the truth. that it was you telling my ex girlfriend lies and secrets. despite even giving you the pass card after i caught you trying to talk dirty to her .., this is how you repay me? no wonder why you couldnt look me in the eye on the bus last summer and no wonder why you avoided me every chance you got.
you hug me and tell me you love me then you tell lies to my girlfriend behind my back to lure her away from me? you tell her i cheat on her and then you tell me to come stay on the bus?
you are a spineless fucking sham.

i regret every second i spent defending you and your selfish ways.
dont forget, i know you. not that shitty glammed up poser image you present to the masses to consume. the dude i knew never would have worn a fucking dinosaur shirt or sold out one of his friends. the dude i knew had heart and fucking loyalty. well lil buddy, you are fucking done.

you want to sell me out to the most important person in my life and then have the audacity to make ME think I did something wrong to not deserve your friendship? you fucking arrogant bastard.
since we're discussing sellouts lets discuss how when kids give you presents you laugh at them and throw it straight in the trash. oh yeah, ive seen it many times. lets talk about how you talk shit about the fat girls that are your fans and mock their letters. you are fucking undeserving of every ounce of attention you've ever gotten. from every one of your calculated business moves to your "spontaneous" jumps in the crowd parts to your well rehearsed cliche lines you've been spouting for 400 shows in a row. you're boring, contrived and old. "oooh, no one loves me, its sooo hard being on magazine covers and tv shows. someone save me from me." what are you, fucking 12? go light your little candles ask yourself why no one will ever truly love you. its amazing no one has caught on to your little fucking show. you're nothing more than a shitty opportunist business man with even shittier fashion sense.

so pack up and move to whatever million dollar house you've picked out in california paid for by your lies and hypocrisy and deceit and selfishness and over medicate yourself like youve been doing for years...because guess what? no one wants you here anymore. you are not welcome.

oh yeah, hows that straight edge tattoo doing? as well as the tattoo for your "crew" who now refer to you as a fraud and a con? stay gold dude, stay gold.

remember this each night of the tour when you play the lie, "hey chris, you were our only friend."
downplay it all you want by saying the song is about "friends", but guess whos fucking name you're saying each and every night? mine. thats right. what a bunch of fucking phonies. sing the songs you dont even believe in anymore. fucking liar.

you know the friends i have and you know how we feel about loyalty.
you know who im talking about and you know they're not happy either.
so dont get caught slipping and you better make damn sure you watch whos on your guest list because a plus one might come backstage to punch your fucking teeth out and tear the windpipe from your throat.

you fucking sell out.

oh, and next time you decide to write another song about me, do it right you fucking coward.

Fall Out Boy AKA a band that actually gives a damn about they'r fans!!

patdluvr113 — 2007-01-09T13:38:00Z

Jan 8 2007 01:46:00

Posted by peterpanso the friends or enemies tour has been amazing so far on the west coast. its been so amazing to get back into smakller venues. i love seeing the familiar faces. chad from nfg has been coming out and doing "i slept with someone in fall out boy" with us every night- its coool because it sounds way closer to the way it did on the cd now...

about tonight in new mexico. the whole night was amzing right down to the very end. everyone was going off for all of the bands and it made me so excited that our fans give the other bands we bring out a chance (or are just plain fans of them)... our set was going great- when we got to the end we decided to bring some fans on stage to dance with us for saturday- its something we always used to do. it was a blast. the whole night some of the security was doing a great job but we watched alot of kids falling- this is why we bring out some personal security. they went into the barricade and helped kids over- we want it to be as safe as possible. so during saturday one of the security guys grabbed a kid way too rough- both i and charlie yelled at him to let go of the kid. instead, he lunged at charlie and i and all of our crew came to his defense. noone ended up hurt, just some cuts and bruises. but we were asked to leave before the meet and greet could happen. we will make it up to you. we will be doing something special for the ocks there- and everyone who pre-ordered the cd will still recieve an autographed copy.

the best part was afterwards.... i just wanted to explain to the crowd that this only happened because they fucked with our friends- and all of our fans and friends got behind us. it gave me chills just to know that you guys have our backs. and hopefully for those who were there and saw it you know that i and we have yours. forever. im not gonna watch some kid get manhandled by some security guard twice his size. im really proud of you guys for how you handled it and for being understanding when we werent allowed to do the meet and greet...

and i know my mom reads this thing- so dont worry- we didnt get hurt!

anyway, the show was still great and cant wait to see some more cities...
there a couple of suprise shows coming up in cities who feel neglected by this tour- i promise...

love

p.s. the clandestine fender bass is finally done. it is being put together in a factory right now. fender was cool enough to give us 12 limited ones to give away in contests. keep your eyes open. the bass ships in april...

haha i decided to post the whole entry cuz its pretty interesting....anywayzzz i donno how to get the vid up here so w/e heres the link..

WATCH IT!!!

http://myheartmelts4brendon.buzznet.com/user/video/play/122461/

Still Waiting

patdluvr113 — 2007-01-01T09:45:40Z

"Still Waiting"

[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation

These eyes
Have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late....

[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting (So...am...I...)
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason (So...am...I...)
Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far
Will we take this
It's not hard to see through the fakeness
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late

[Chorus]

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless, tell me so

What have we done
with a war that can't be won
This can't be real
Cause I don't know what to feel

[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting (So...am...I...)
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason (So...am...I...)
Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting (So...am...I...)
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason (So...am...I...)
For this world to believe

AAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! this song is so fucking awesome!!